Yeah, that’s not going to happen.

I was excited. 

My schedule was free. I had the time. I was going for a long run. 

I took the first step. 

Yeah, that’s not going to happen. 

I stopped to walk and thought back. 

Six months since I bought my last running shoes. 

I was not going to be able to seriously run until I get new shoes. 

It’s the awkward in between.